More Closely translated into English from Aramaic
O Birther! Father- Mother of the Cosmos
Focus your light within us – make it useful.
Create your reign of unity now-
through our fiery hearts and willing hands
Help us love beyond our ideals
and sprout acts of compassion for all creatures.
Animate the earth within us: we then
feel the Wisdom underneath supporting all.
Untangle the knots within
so that we can mend our hearts’ simple ties to each other.
Don’t let surface things delude us,
But free us from what holds us back from our true purpose.
Out of you, the astonishing fire,
Returning light and sound to the cosmos.
By Neil Douglas Klotz
My Rendition of the prayer in Aramaic:
Every Monday I’ve decided to share miracles i’ve witnessed and experienced on my journey. My purpose for doing this is to generate dialog concerning divine human potential & help others activate & recover the living memory of our Creator that resides within our DNA, in order to become more receptive to the infinite possibilities of who we’ve been and are becoming…
This particular share could probably be labeled prayer, intercession, or spiritual warfare as easily as it could be a miracle.
One of the periods of my life I enjoyed the most was the time period in college when I worked at a local book store chain. I met a lot of great people, made some long time friends, and I was able to read and get my hands on almost any type of books that I wanted. As a self proclaimed nerd, this was pretty close to heaven for me Lol!
One day a co-worker of mine who was in a very loving and committed relationship came to me with a unique problem. For the life of me, I still can’t understand till this day why she chose to come to me in particular about this problem. She pulled me to the side and spoke very quietly with a half silly half embarrassed grin on her face. She divulged that she had been suffering from uncontrollable bouts of lust towards a male co-worker whom we both worked with. She was a Wiccan priestess, and thus not unfamiliar with the idea of spiritual forces, and was led to believe that I might be able to help her. When she described how this issue was affecting her, I knew it had to be bad to move her to share this with me. She felt terrible about her lustful, being in a very healthy relationship with her current boyfriend who I would see often come and pick her up faithfully like it was his only job in life Lol! I had noted how awkward she had been around the the guy in the store with whom she said she was struggling with such intense urges over, but never looked to much into it. Now I knew. I felt she was being sincere, and so I told her to give me 3 days, and I’d do what I could.
I decided to go on a 3 day fast from food to see if I could get some insight into what she was going through, but what happened next I could have never imagined. The first night of the first day I had begun fasting would be anything but routine. That night just before I went to sleep I found myself lying n bed next to naked woman in a state between sleep and wake. Though I was in that state, I was fully conscious and aware of the details of what was transpiring. The woman was beautiful, and of Persian descent. Though she appeared to be in her twenties, I could sense she was very ancient. But, what I remember most was that lust oozed out of every pore of her body.
She propositioned me very convincingly, to engage in intercourse with her. She even reasoned with me how it would be harmless due to the fact that we were both in a semi-dream state. Everything she was saying made sense, but the more she spoke the more I felt something very masculine masquerading behind a very feminine voice and appearance, so I pulled my will power together and refused. The 2nd night She would appear again in the same manner, only her attempts at persuading me were more sensual, provocative, and forth right. I remember her offering me an experience that no mortal woman could ever offer, which I may never know whether true or not Lol! These exchanges on both night occasions seemed to last between 3-5 min. Both of which I was able to muster the will power to refuse, which wasn’t easy(even upon my perception that she wasn’t a legit woman rather a succubus of some sort).
On the third day I was scheduled to go back in to work. I hadn’t even connected the nocturnal vision experiences to anything just yet, but that early after the co-worker who
sought out me help came to me excited smiling saying “I don’t know what you did, but what ever I was dealing with is completely gone”. She couldn’t believe it and thanked me again. It would take me a few hours to recognize the possibility of there being a connection between her request for help with her lust issue and the mysterious visitation of the entity in my bed the past two nights. he never mentioned having a similar issue after that, and we never discussed it again. That wouldn’t be the last time I’d encounter, but it was definitely an experience that opened me up to the reality/existence of laws, intelligence’s, and forces that are not cataloged in western academic books Lol!
-There was a term for a type of prayer called Intercessory prayer, which when you looked a bit deeper into the meaning, actually deals with someone placing them self as a target in the issue and the life of another as a buffer. I realized that being willing to help someone genuinely goes a long way in the spirit world. The intensity of this whole encounter would also lead me to understand the importance of the concept of spiritual hygiene/protection and the need to keep one’s vibrational level high and strong through various techniques such as prayer, mediation, solar practices, and spiritual talisman/tools. I also learned to be careful & discerning about who I helped and what I was helping with. I was humbled, and reminded that I didn’t know everything/anything.
-This experience also taught me that there was a lot out here in the spiritual ecology of universe, that was not to be taken lightly. It taught me that your heart has to be right as well, and that academic intelligence and libraries of information stored in the brain aren’t always applicable to many situations. There was a higher part of me guiding and feeding me innerformation about the “succubus entity” during our two night discourse. If I had not been in service to someone else & my heart had not been right, I would not have recognized that this beings only had power if it was willingly given to her/him/it. By me taking on this energy and not giving it power, it’s power to affect the life of my co-worker was terminated.
What about you, have you or anyone you know ever had any experiences, struggles, or battles with attaching spirits, shadow beings, demons, succubi/incubi, or other paranormal phenomena? Have you or anyone you known been victorious over such entities? If So, please share. I have often been contacted by a great deal of people, many of which have been afraid or ashamed that they’ve seen or been plagued by such things, for which I sahre these things are not as uncommon as they or others would like for us to believe….
Every Monday I’m going to challenge the world sanctioned perception of what is normal & possible by sharing miracles ive witnessed and experienced in my journey. My purpose for doing this is to generate dialog concerning divine human potential & help activate the memory of our Creator that resides within our DNA, in order to become more receptive to who we truly are…
(In order to protect Privacy, I willwithhold the names of the individuals involved in this share)
So, Here goes another miraculous event from my life that I wanted to share on this Miracle Monday!
For nearly 6months after my awakening vision, I had been having visions, miracles, and mystical experiences occur on a fairly regular basis. They had all been occurrence that some might have just dismissed or said were manifestations of shear random dumb luck. Although, I was having these experiences and was beginning to develop a following of those who sought truth and resonated with the message of the vision I had, I felt deep down that I needed a teacher. Also, I knew that what ever had been deposited in me by the Creator had not yet been tested/challenged.
I had been visiting every kind of church a person could imagine. I found many of them with great people and long lasting relationships, but not the deeper revelation my soul was seeking. Till one day, my cousin told me he knew of a preacher who he thought would be exactly what I was looking for. A group of us decided to attend the service that coming Saturday.
Something immediately struck me as different about this preacher upon first impression. After he said a phrase about how there were two wells of water described by the patriarchs in the bible “one being of traditional religion and the other being spiritual life”, something leaped within me & I knew I would be connected to him for some time. Though it was the first time we had ever met, he spoke into my life describing things about my past no man could have known, as well as what he saw of my future. It was amazing, I had never seen anything like that. It was as though a scroll had been unfolded above my head that he could see and read as clearly as people read menus at a restaurant. He seemed to have some deeper insight into who I was than I did of myself.
On the second or third time I visited his church, something very unexpected would take place after the services. I remember this couple who lived very close to where I grew up with my father, brought their teen son up to the Pastor to be examined. He had been suffering with pain from a skin rash for weeks. They didn’t know what it was or were it came from, but I could tell the boy was in serious pain. Their family doctor had not been able to diagnose the rash or the pain he was in. After Pastor Examined him, he signaled me with a glance and told the parent to bring their son to me so that I could lay hands on him while he prayed for him. In my head I was like, are you talking to me Lol!? Now up till this point, I had just been observing this whole scenario, to see how he would deal with it. I had no personal desire to take part in what was going on at all Lol! I had never been called on to be a part of something like this before. I was scared, and was concerned that what the boy had might have been contagious. I thought pastor meant to send the child to someone else. I didn’t feel ready at all, or that I had what was needed within to impact this child’s life. All these thoughts passed through my mind.
Everything was moving so fast, so I had to make a decision quick. All of it hinged on trust. Did I trust myself. If I trusted myself, then I could honor the higher order series of events and signs that led me to this teacher, who seemed to see something in me that I was yet aware of. So I chose to go with the flow, and trust his words in the moment. He walked up right in front of me, and the compassion within guided me to place both my right and left hand on the area of his skin were he was experiencing the most pain, which was between his neck and shoulders. As the Pastor said a short prayer, a warm energy which I would become familiar with over the years began to vibrate in my hands. After the prayer, I removed my hands and pastor asked the young man whether he was in pain. He said no, and I could see that he was no longer moving in the same discomforting manner as before. The next Saturday the young man came in and all of his pain and the rashes were completely gone, I had never been a part of something like that before.
2 Take Aways
1st) The Spirit or Intelligence of Miracles swarms around particular individuals that it chooses. If you’re around people who miracles magnetize themselves to, then you’ll see them as well. I would learn in time that this particular pastor who became my spiritual father, was a powerful magnet for the reality and expression of miracles. He was the first person to model true wisdom, the depths of the scriptures, and the spiritual power that comes from someone having their consciousness fused with that of the divine. Years spent with him, helped me learned what it was to regularly be around miracles and the mind and heart required to be a vessel for them.
2nd) Trust is not something you gain from things, places, and people proving they’re reliable. Trust Comes from within. Its about the way you decide to establish your beliefs and values based on your experiences. You don’t always need to have a lot of experiences, to establish your sense of trust. Sometimes, it’s really about training your instincts and intuition along with the uplifting core beliefs you already have to surrender to the moment. Especially encounters with the unknown, where miracles love to congregate.
When Pastor signaled me, I had no experience or sense of preparation concerning the situation, but I knew and felt enough within to trust myself enough to submit the insight(inner vision) he had in that particular instance and step into the uncomfortable nature of not knowing what would happen next. When I surrendered to the moment there was spiritual intelligence just waiting to meet me that rose from within to guide me in my part of this joint work miraculous healing.
Know when to slow yourself down, so that you can really see & feel the space that you’re in when you’re about to move into an uncomfortable opportunity. Trust yourself, You’ll Know who to Trust, and whom Has trust in You…